I truly have a love for learning, to opening my mind to new
ideas, and to expanding my set of knowledge. However, even more powerful than
learning is that moment when it all clicks; when your mind is no longer clouded
with confusion and questions, but instead you can confidently say, “I’ve got
this!” I refer to these times as light bulb moments and have often found that
few things are as beautiful and rewarding. It is a joy to experience a light
bulb moment yourself, but it is a gift to lead others to theirs. For me, that’s
at the essence of why I’m pursuing teaching. I got my first taste of this
working as a volunteer teacher assistant six years ago. Remember the good ol’
days of multiplication families and time tables? Well take yourself back to
that time and envision a class of third-graders, full of energy, excited to
learn, but also all at various levels of comprehension. The teacher, being
quite observant, noticed that one little girl in particular was falling behind
the rest of the class, struggling to grasp the basic concepts of
multiplication. Multiplication was not the exciting venture it was for her
fellow classmates, but was rather met with apprehension and defeat. The teacher
had me pull her aside to work one-on-one in hopes that our interaction would
lead to her increased confidence and strengthened abilities. It was not a snap
of the fingers fix by any means, but I watched over time our efforts yield significant
progress and results. I was able to
witness the gears turning in her mind; her tapping her pencil or jotting things
down as she tried to make sense of the information for herself; that perplexed
look on her face that was eventually followed by raised eyebrows, a big grin,
and the ultimate look of accomplishment in her eyes. Like I said before, both beautiful
and rewarding. While one light bulb moment may not seem like much by itself,
add up each individual instance in addition to the encouragement and support
that pushes a student to further develop their progress and that is enough to
turn a small child into an empowered individual over time. This is what keeps
me moving towards this dream of mine every day!
I was that kid that did not know how to multiply at all...especially when it came to my 6's, 7's, and 8's. It was a really hard for me to grasp the concept and my "multiplication sundae" was the last one to be completed! It was the teacher that turned multiplication around for me-it takes compassion and kindness to help a frustrated, struggling child. Now, I can do my multiplication tables without thinking about it,, but it took some time!
ReplyDeleteYou are going to make a great teacher Marlee!!